dance♥ forever

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 22:07:37 GMT

this is jason and i just discovered penny's login shit for her. which means she's back on lj! pen and jay are back on lj. you know you love us. xoxo pbj

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 00:11:00 GMT

i think im depressed and my birthday is in 2 days.

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:11:58 GMT

it really sucks when you are in your room and your mom is in hers. and you hear her talking on the fone about you.

life...please get better. i cant take it anymore =(

processional night<3

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:44:42 GMT

where do i begin...okay so yesterday was processional night. nobody really knows what that means or is but the people who do know its something thats very special...i cant explain it here because its supposed to be kept a secret and not supposed to be ruined for the people who are soon to be in mixed choir. alright so i think i really surprised a lot of people. everyone told me they were in shock wen i spoke. im not someone who was like an expected speaker. but after hearing a lot of juniors speak i realized. im a senior. a lot of my friends are seniors along with other ages but the seniors really didnt speak. and i dk why that was i think because when you are sitting there listening to everyone u lkike really get so overwhelmed and upset and just speechless from the silence. but okay so i wasnt some who was expected to speak but i really knew if i didnt speak i would totally regret it. honestly everything i said came straight from my heart. i meant every minute and second of what i said. even though every second i would start hysterically crying and have to cry on jasons shoulder and almost stop talking i would look at jess and see her telling me. pen keep going. so i would. i said a lot of things...im not gonna say it here becuase that would have definately ruined the whole purpose of processional night. but i really am going to miss all of my friends when they leave. oh wonderful im tearing up again.
while i spoke i heard janna say to me. thanks penny u made me cry. im really happy i had an effect on people....not only people but the closest people to me. after i spoke i got jason to speak. if you dont know. jason is my bestfriend...when he spoke i started crying even more. i really love him so much. and to be quite honest...i never knew i had such strong feelings for a friend. but i do...about jason. hes the most amazing thing that ever happened to me...and im so lucky to have him. i love you<3 after jason spoke colie spoke. it really meant a lot.
after it was over....i was so shocked i said something...or should i said...cried infront of 100 people who are in a class with me. it was so weird to know i had the guts to do that. i guess when you arewith people you love. you can really explain things. and let things out...it felt good.
after the whole speaking stuff was over...everyone just got up...and hugged and stuff. max came up to me first and it really meant a lot to me. he told me i made him cry...not only him...but a lot of people told me i made them cry aswell. max also told me...im really appreciated now and looked at differently...im happy. as i was hugging max...someone else came up to me and was rubbing my arm...i looked up and it was joey. i gave him such a big hug. to know that he came up to me...to see how i was really meant sumthing to me...honestly i hugged people i would never think i would hug. i cried on people it was just so touching. after it was over i got this feeling of completness in me. that im civil with everyone...i dont want any problems. i mean come on...me n someone who i thought i hated fixed everything. i mean after 2 or 3 years of hating this person for absolutely the stupidest reason was dumb. okay but bak on track.
so as everyone is hugging me n jason look at eachother give eahcotehr the tightest hug. and just cry to eachother. telling how we love eahcother so much. and how tonite really taught us that. that moment was so amazing<3
its senior year. my last everything.
all i have to say is. i have to cherish every moment i have left of this year with my friends. everyones leaving...and its a really tough thing for me. i wish we can put a hold on this year...and be with my friends forever. but that isnt reality and life goes on. but im going to try so hard to love every second i have left.
processional night 2006-2007 was like an epiphany for me
i love everyone so much...and im always here for whoever needs me...but also i realized. life isnt about the WHAT...its about the WHO<3

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:23:55 GMT

im not happy.

im not going to italy.

ill update later.

but im really. not happy

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 03:14:13 GMT

i was ATTACKED by a cat. i hate cats.

i love max.

but i HATE cats.

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:47:07 GMT

okay i really dont even know how to start this but i figured if i expressed how im feeling maybe it will help. okay so lately ive been really upset because of my friends situation. as of right now i feel like i dont even have a group of friends. i feel like everyone secretely hates eachother excluding me. i love all of my friends. it kills me seeing whats happening. everyone is drifting...we never do things together n e more. ever. it makes me so upset. everyone is leaving in their own direction. it makes me just wanna cry because we used to have so much fun. and i dont know if this is like just temporary...but i reallky hope so. i hate this. it makes me like sick. i look at peoples pictures. seeing how much fun they have and how much they all love eachother. but then i look and now me n my friends NEVER have pictures, plans, funny videos ( with the exception of me and daniela) but im mean like...my group. i really wish whatever happened here didnt. i kno we all really love eachother a lot. and we all know we all can have the best time together. people who just look at us would think wow u guys are so lucky u have this. like...and i think about it and think. i wish i had it. bc its no longer existant. and now im thinking about ...what if this is how my life is wen college comes. everyone is leaving. and im gonna be here alone. i dk how im gonna live. my friends are really the only reason im so happy. and now im not because of whats happening. i hope everyhting really makes a huge u-turn and goes back to the fun group we are. =( please.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:22:15 GMT

okay so dance started. and its totally not the same. daniela wrote a really good entry about it so im gonna quote it...this was a few days before dance started::
"I don't want to go back to dance. Something's making me not want to go. I think I got so used to being all social and having fun and now it's like, okay. dance mode. I don't even want to teach. Nor does Penny so I'm not the only one. I think because Miss Camille's not there. It's so weird. We NEED her back. Like, absolutely need her. This studio isn't going to last if she stays there. Mark my words. Penny and I really don't get the credit we deserve. NOBODY understands the things we do for that school. We really do so much. We would do anything at the drop of a hat. I'm so done. I cannootttt handle this all. What happened to senior year being good? I NEED SUMMER. I need the people who matter back into my life."
-daniela pavlovic.
well yeah its really rough. i mean coming home and crying everyday its really wearing me out. honestly nobody does understand what daniela and i do. i hope this year gets better. i really do...come home please. we need u.
=(

<3pen

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 23:11:45 GMT

alright well. i was thinking about how its my senior year. and its totally weird. i can remmeber my first day of kindergarten. i hate how life is going to fast. like seriously this is the last year im ever gonna have to like go to have the first day of high schoool. one week. its just so weird. i like cant think of myself as a senior. and being a senior is so exciting...like senior prom. yeah i really dk what to do about it. like everyone has a date.and its just the begining of the year and it gives me left with 3 people. i dk what to do its so hard. like i wish i saved senior prom to go with my bestfriend because that would have been amazing. but ofcourse we went to jr prom together. whatever it bothers me but ill go with sumone else. i hope. i hope i find sumone to go to my senior prom with. =(

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Wed, 30 Aug 2006 04:49:54 GMT

this summer was the most aamazing summer of my life.
im speechless.

thankyou all of my friends who helped make it so great.

ps. i need to say how i sorted out everything after talking to ben at ginas house. wow.

and now...

im blah. why cant i ever feel happy about n e one?!

whatevs.

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finally updating.

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 18:23:34 GMT

alright well its summer and schools over. and i think its time for me to update this thing!!
im going to go in like order from then until now.

dance recital
the dance recital was amazing. saturday i screwed up but sunday was ugh perfect. im really sad its over tho. like and most importantly because we have no dance camp this summer. i will miss is like insanely...umm. yeah so thi year me n daniela were on stage during finale and we like just started crying bc seriously...we thought about how this year was our last year just as dancers. next year were teaching so technically we wont b only dancers. we are staff of CDT and its an honor...but also upsetting bc im oging to miss it so much. im teaching the baby hip hop class. im really excited bc its what ive always wnated to do my whole life. this will help me really make up my mind more and more of what i want to do with my life.but yeah i love CDT so much. its amazing and i love all you girls. be excited for out next recital...HOLLYWOOD. and um the teachers- me daniela nicole and miss camille and doing cell block tango. b there it will b out of this world.<33

my car!!!
so yes now i have a car. its so weird like honestly i member driving in those fisher price cars and playing on the arcade games driving and thinking i would b terrible and crash n everything. well knock on wood im an actually pretty good drive. i love my car. its so cute! i got this ballerina for the back of it. ugh hoestly...why am i getting so old!!!

hmm whats next...
oh hmm so i passed everything in school! all my regents are done except math for next year. but now im a freaking senior and its like insane. im really excited for this school year. its gonna b so amaizng!!!

jason left for england. yeah i was really sad but i love him a lot and i miss him insane amounts ...and he will b home soon =)

daniela left for croatia on monday =(...yesterday. i miss her aswell and she will b home soon also!!!

i hate camp. hahaha its honestly so bad. its disgusting and gross. and so LITTLE. hahha whatevs its a camp and im making money but i really hope i dont quit bc honetsly my group is terirble. i have little 4 year olds. an dusmtimes they are so cute but like wen thye dont listen its a nightmare!i dk its just blah i hate changing them honestly its the worst part of the day. but i met a lot of people and im really happy. woo hickory hill hahaha

oh i have a good update. okay so...y kno wen u really have such stopng feelings for sumone...yeah its like this certain feeling u have inside. well lately things havent been good. nd yeah he had a gf. but seriously i just miss what me n him had before he did. it was amazing u have no idea. there wasnt a second we werent talking...i really got excited bc i thought something amaizng was finallyy going to happen for me. so then we stopped talking as often wen she came along. and dont get me wrong i really like his gf shes so sweet and she doesnt mean n e harm. but him. honestly wen i though he was amazing i was wrong. he relly is so rude. and i kno i really dont deserve any of this. he doesnt understand how i feel. and like seriouslyy...wen sum1 u liked and had such strong feelings for asks u to hangout onstop wen he has a girlfriend like...would u?? obvs not. bc seriously any girl would understand. its just not the right thing! he doesnt undertsnsd why i wouldnt. i dk i just wish he understood. i really never thought i would have such strong feelings about any...never the less a guy. i really am not into like relationships n stuff right now but like i can just see myself with him. but after these past few fights ive had. i dk i just realized...its not worth it. hes really just not a nice kid. and i wish he was...and i kno hes capable bc he made me fall inlove with ihim but...right now. hes just not =( i get so upset about this situation with me n him bc now i said its done and he said get over me and i said i did. bc really how can i like love a kid whose tearing me up inside? is it like possible? i seiroulsy dk how i do but i do and i cant not. but i really just need to. i cant like take it n e more. he doesnt know how im feeling at all. crying and mourning over this kid really is so bad. i didnt sleep n stuff bc of him. i just wish maybe hell read this and realize what he did to me. he was amaizng and i really wish i can have it bak...

okay on that note im gonna go bc its really hard to talk about that

comment meee!!

ohhh happy 4th of july
and umm

can i just say i love max so much =)

<3pen

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 05:20:12 GMT

wow i have so much to update about and im not doing it now bc im really tired but im gonna make a list of what i should update bout tomrorow and i will
-dance recital
-relay night
-MY CAR
-im sure other important things!

ps. i love maxwell bennett<3

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 03:42:23 GMT

okay wow. so i really havent updated in a while...actually since my birthday party...so much happened so maybe ill write like a million page essay on here explaining everything.

JUNIOR PROM.
okay so may 20th was junior prom. it was so muc fun! my dress was so pretty it was black obvs hah like a halter. it was so nice. me n jason went together.hes my bestestestestest friend in the whole wide world.k so bak to the story hahah we went to preprom at jessicas. it was cute it was me jason jess tim colie ryan max marissa lindsay michael chris kaity and blair and ben came to preprom too!!im literally so lucky to have spent it with all my close friends. after preprom and our mouths killing us from smiling nonstop haha we went to prom!! it was actually so much fun like i really didnt expect it to b this fun. but it was. after prom we all went to jessicas, changed, and went into the limo into the city!!! it was so fun even tho we expected the club to b amaing. hahahah it was cute tho like what can b bettter than grinding with 40 year old asians! obsv its fun. hahah we kno ur jealous whateverr. so finally we left the club hahahah after being stared at continuiously haha and we went to this weird gross piza place where kaity got sum black womans drink thrown at her hahah oh gosh. yeah so then we went bak to jessicas and we had sum fun...hahah then we tried sleeping. "i cant sleep your being irritable"hahahah wow. then the next day we were all dead and i hadda go to miss camilles house to set stuff up for the recital which is in um 2 days?!!!?!?!? yeah you guys should all come. its going to be amazing. even tho im only in 7 dances this year compared tolike 10-13 which is the usual. its worth the $12 to see us!!
CDT presents DANCIN' IN HEAVEN
Saturday, June 3rd at 7pm
Sunday, June 4th at 2pm
at POB middle school (IM me if you need directions)
come see us!! ill love u forever!
tickets are $12 you can buy at the door!
please come everyone you dont kno how much it will mean to me and everyone else in CDT. we love having people come see us bc our school isnt so well known so we want you guys to see what we can do...which is a lot.please come and we'll love u forever!

MOMMY IN HOSPITAL=(
so last tuesday i was supposed to have my hickory hill interview. but ofcourse sumthing happens and i have to cancel it because why? yeah my sister picked me up from school and shes like penny hurry up. and im like why and shes like. mommy will b fine but...(isnt that the worst way to start??!?!)we have to bring her to the hospital.my mom had very high blood pressure and they found sumthign in her heart. but everythings okay and she will be fine.=)
that day i actually started driving a lot by myself. she put me on her insurance n stuff.this day also wasnt so good...i got into a fight with my bestfriend. it was terrible. crying for days. yeah bad story...but now were MUCH better. and i love my bestfriend so much.
on saturday night i had the car. me n ang went to panera and the mall. ang bought a shirt and AngieTen: say that im a member of the national negro baseball league ...yeah shes part of that hahaha long story. so then we went n picked up daniela and michael and went to ralphs...then michaels house(danielas friend) and then we dropped michael off home n then went to dianes for a minute and then to taco bell?! yeah we had to. it was one of those things like. u have a car. now u have to go to taco bell really late and eat a taco . hahahaha yes so we did that. then i droppped them off at home and i came home and felt like i was ogoing to barf. this was the night i fixed my fight. iw as up on the fone until 4am it was worth it.=)
sunday i had the car again. so me colie n kaity went out. we went to michaels to buy scrap book stuff. hahaha um that was quite an adventure. we hhad to buy the scrap book stuff for our friend he/she who had lukemia and was dying. hahah god forbid. but yeah it was a type of thing like u hadda b there. then we went to target to buy more stuff being we got kicked out of michaels haha. then me n kaity slept at colies and yes. it was fun hahaha
monday stace picked me up and we went to the beach =)
these past few days have been really interesting. and anyone who is reading this probly knos why. well...my 2 friends actually came out. and im not going to specify this bc its awkward for them. but yes i am so proud of them. even tho i knew about one of them since oct. that is my bestfriend. he told me as having so much trust in me in october. and have i told anyone...no.i was so good with it. i honestly was proud of myself to have come 8 months without telling a soul.you kno how hard it is knowing somebodies biggest secret who means so much to you. yeah its very tough. and its rough knowing how much pain this person was going through. but now hes good. even tho its still tough...hes handling it very well. i love everyone for being so good wiht it...although i am kinda sad. i feel like people dont wanna talk to me or sumthing. maybe because i was hiding this for so long from everyone...but i was just keeping my promise with my heart. i couldnt break it.i hope everyone realized how trustworthy i am. and that if you ever need to tell me ANYTHING at all...i am all yours.congrats guys and i love you BOTH to death.
i cant believe this year is almost over. oh today i had my interview for hickory hill. im so excited bc im gonna b working there this summer with michael!! yayayayya. i think im gonna b a head counsler for the 2-3 year olds. she said i only offer that job to someone who i feel is very mature and from what i see in this interview. you are perfect for it. it made me feel so good.i hope it works out she will b calling me tomorrow to give me a def answer if i got the job or not.i really hope i did.=)

alright well after that huge long essay on the past few weeks im done.
i think hahah. i just am so tired and worn out from everything.
comment me please??

<3penny

Tue, 09 May 2006 18:31:08 GMT

okay soo. right now im listening to BARE. its honestly amazing. i wish it was on broadway or in any sense even PLAYING. WHATEVER I HAVE THE LIVE CD so i have every song. thanks to jason!
my birthday was last monday. i turned 17. wow. i have my lisence with no car. whatever my mom lets me take the car sumtimes. its actually really weird driving alone. haha but i love it!!
on saturday i had a birthday party. i seriously had an amazing time. i think because all the people who mean the most to me were there
at like 530 i went ALONE to pick colie up. heh it was cute then we went to get kaity n then chris. it was so fun driving with just us in the car. then we came home to my house set stuff up and waited for eveyrone to come! people started coming at like 730 ish.
we basically just hung out and had fun! we went to the park n stuff. i dk i cant explain but they all made my birthday one of the most amazing ones.
i love you all so much. thankyou<33

i deserve comments!!

oh and look at my pictures!!

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Wed, 19 Apr 2006 22:27:09 GMT

LOOK AT THE BABYYY
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Fri, 07 Apr 2006 01:56:29 GMT

honestly nobody...nobod knows what i am going through...this month has seriously no exaggeration been the worst month of my life. if u think u understand u dont. but i wish my friends even cared about me...their problem is always always worse then mine. just bc i hold in my feelings and dont argue with whose problem is worse i care about people....it doesnt mean inside im not hurting. i am in pain with every step i take and yet again my so called "friends" do not even give a damn. most likely im not int he next dance competition...and yes i cry every night about it...and some people may just think WHO CARES...ITS JUST DANCE. no dance is my passion...it is my soul...what i love doing and yet i get freaking smashed to the ground. thats exactly how i feel like im collapsing to the ground so weak. i cant take this anymore. try getting kicked out of a dance. i dont think u guys would exactly feel happy about that. especially wen ur one of the stronger girls on the line...not to b conceited at all...and when you auditioned for this spot and worked ur butt off all year for this...and then you get screwed over. try that...u wont like it. so yes i just really had to vent.
hope this changes sumthing.
most likely it wont.
<3penny

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 20:15:16 GMT

so yeah saturday was competition...it was def amazing because not only did we do amaizng we won 1st place in all 4 of our dances. along with best precision in rock and roll and miss nicole got best choreography forpon de replay! it was also a not so good day...i hurt my knee. badly...at first i was just syaing how bad my knee hurt but i really thought it would go away. but it never did. i was dying and crying bc i was in pain. sunday was dance olympus and i couldnt dance. i figured i would get better so i wasnt worried. although i couldnt walk, bend, and straighten my knee. itw as bad.. so i went to the doc on sunday night and he told me i sprained my ligiment ....apparently he was wrong bc on monday i went to the orthopedic and he told me i tore my maniscus which is cartilage...its bad like he told me i cant dance for a month...so far. im basically depressed about this. well find out exactly whats wrong with it next week wen i get my mri...seriously why am i stuck with this. i work so hard and do not deserve this. im hoping ill b able to compete in the next competitions and the dance recital im so nervous i wont b able to...if i cant i dk what ill do.i may die. i cant live without my passsion. and my passion and soul is dance. just watching people dancing makes me so upset and i cry. i cant...i just cant.

i hope im better.
please

tomorrow im going to fl until monday.

<3pen

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 00:40:31 GMT

so i decided ive been getting better at writing in this. which is so good bc seriously it makes me feel better i dk if thats weird but it does. so i took my roadtest on wednesday and seriously i didnt think i wa gonna pass because i a rude person. who not to mention WAS LAYING DOWN THE WHOLE TIME. haha yes but i passed which means wen i turn 17 on may 1st woot woot i get my full lisence. i honestly cant wait...that is if i get a car which im not. hahah although theres always hope

friday was boring because i had a horirble migraine and so i had dance until 9 n then thought it was good just to relax at home bc im never home.

saturday i did nothing during the day just little things like doing to shoprite with mommy n like yeah. then i came home...showered...straightened my hair...did othr stuff. went to colies...n went to bens birthday bash. hahaha not really bash just yeah for his birthday! it was nice haha i love how his whole family loves me...including AUNTS. HAHAHA and emily his little cousin! shes the cutest thing in the world. yeah marti drove us. haha it was an adenture!then i came home n me n jess had sum fun on the telephone haha. then yeah did nothing n sleptt

sunday which is today i did ABSOLUTELY nothing. i think im like relaxing a lot bc like competitions r coming up starting next weekend and like seriously it makes me so tired...saturday i have dance america at walt whitman high school! come watch uss!! woo hoo n then on sunday i have dance olympus which is an all day dance convention and u learn so much! im so excitedd plus i love my cdt girls so yeah a weekend with them is amaizngg

school this whole week. can i do it?! hahah

<3pen
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Thu, 09 Mar 2006 20:26:33 GMT

disney was unexplainable...it was amazing
i love my diz6 foreverr<3

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Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:12:11 GMT

alrightt so its finally vacation. yay. woo hooo. on friday night i had dance then me n janine slept at daniela.s it was fun.we had a nice LONG convo with momma pavss...it made me realize that i dk why i serve to someone who doesnt even respect it.whateverr ill live. so saturday i went home and then go some disney stuff got home and went to colies. so we asked ben if he wanted to come to bowling with me col n dave and he said yeah and so wen we got to his house to get him uhh we thoguht dave was kidding that benw asnt coming but yeah he didnt come. oh wells. so we went bowling and it was fun!! then we invited jason to come to see final destination 3 with us after bowling but he couldnt...its k so me dave n col went to the movies to see final dest 3. and um yeah me n colie will never eat tic tacs agiain. but it was a really fun night and yeahh i love dave sr.
so sunday colie drve me home. yes COLIE DROVE me home hahaha. it was interesting...hmm then i went shopping and bought $600 of clothes.oh yayyy. haha then i came home at like a million o'clock. hahah and um tomorrow is disney im so exciteddd. holy moly.ill b home next monday
i hope i have fun!!!

ps//im moving.

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 21:24:55 GMT

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Wed, 15 Feb 2006 20:59:24 GMT

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Wed, 15 Feb 2006 16:17:29 GMT

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Tue, 07 Feb 2006 19:49:29 GMT

alright so i was told today to read sum1s journal bc it was all about me. so i did. and wen i finished reading it i just had a blank stare. honestly i didnt do anything to u. i thought we fixed things. but i geuss u dont feel like we did. i hate the situation right now bc ofcourse im being blamed n what not but seriously ive tried to hard to give in and offer my place for u. but u just keep denying my offer. i hate my position right now. ugh please help
and there was one part in this persons journal which really upset me bc i do not deserve anything. and im not a bad person. im a reall nice person. but int he sentence it had reversed in it. yeah think about it

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 18:13:18 GMT

alrightt so lemme just tell you that high school musical is byfar the most amazing movie ever. hahaha ummm friday night i had dance n then i babysat until like 130. it was good i made 40 hahah. ummmm sat me n my mom went looking for houses n stuff it was okay i mean i dont wnana move but i guess tahst life. but yeah then i came home and was so excited bc then i saw that high school musical was on. and not only was it the premier well the second night but it was better yet the sing a long version. so kaity came over to have a study party hahah yeah study party my butt jahah we watched high school musical and the begining sucked bc we missed the first 6 minutes so like we basically lost the whole story but then we got it and yeah it was such a stupid movie...bt im obsessed/ i dk why hahahaha. ummmthen me n kaity actually tried studying it was okay i mean we just highlighted. and lemme just tell u...ryan goes to sleep at like 7 hahahah. no actually like 10 but whatever. hahahah so i told kaity sumhing and um. eah it made her night. hahahahahahhaahhahahahaha and then i made a picture to describe it hhahahah. oh then this morning we tried waking up at 9 but ofcourse we slept through the alarm so we woke up at 10 and we studied for 10 minutes n then we talked to ryan FINALLY hahahhaha and old hima nd he was laughing so hard. and then oh listen to this.. ryan thinks we hang out with foreigners hahahahahhahahahahahahahah. isreali/indian. oh what a mix. hahahahaha but he insists hahahahah yeah but um no. hes not. hahaha so then kaity left and now i m here k yeah cool
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